"Sometimes I wonder..."



If I’m the kid at school everyone looks at when she walks down the hallway. I wonder if people see me and think, “Wow. Just look at her. She must have a lot of problems.” I don’t know, I’m just insecure I guess.
I think to myself, they’re just looking at my physical appearance. So basically all the people notice when they see me walking down the hall is that: I’m usually alone, she’s dressed average, she’s intimidating. Whatever, I think I care too much about other people’s opinions to even give my own opinion out in fear of being judged by others.
I’ve always wanted to take a walk in somebody else’s shoes- just to see me on the other side.I don’t know what’s happened, but I’ve changed from this girl that didn’t give about anything into a girl that slowly started living life in her own bubble. I don’t open up, I barely speak when I have to, and I guess I’m just all-around quiet around people who don’t know me.