Friendship is a great bind and what makes this relationship so beautiful is the fact that over a period of time it grows deeper and till the end of your life you are surrounded by the beautiful company of your friends.
Dudes/Babes , please dont change your girl like you change you clothes
You don’t want me to still like you, yet i can’t like anybody else. what can i do? quit sending me mixed signals. either you want me or you don’t. but don’t you dare play with my feelings. I want to be alright without you. i want to smile, i want to laugh, i just want to stop lying to myself. you've been pulling me down for way too long and i know now it's time to let you go. it's time i stop worrying about you and your precious little life; it's time i think about myself for a change. it's time i treat myself right and leave behind those who don't. it's time i dig myself out of this hole and start all over again with someone who just might be willing to give me the chance that you never did.
'' There's a difference between love and like, wrong and right. never run if you're not ready to step and never forgive if you're not ready to forget. ''
I keep telling myself that it's going to be okay, that we will talk, that we will be friends. i'm not so great at this whole optimism act, cause i'm still crying myself to sleep every night. I'd lose the feeling and reality hit me hard, i cried myself to sleep, knowing that another day of pain was coming. Beautiful things come out of horrible situations. I know for a fact. Out of sadness you get a new found wisdom on how the world can look with a haze of gray clouds, how people can be senseless, how you can see the whole universe in a whole new way. And that may be hard to handle, hard to cope, hard to accept, but it is so damn beautiful if you really take the chance to realize. Out of anger, you can feel your heart beat race, with every beat it is shaking your whole being and not only the heavy steps you take. It is when you, your whole self and some power is telling you that you are alive. And that is amazing in every angle. Out of anything there is something in there that makes it incredible. Something that makes it shine. Whatever you feel is potent and it is such a blessing to be able to feel what you feel. You just have to think about it.
Mirror mirror on the wall who's the biggest fool of all? it must be the girl who can't stop crying or maybe it's the girl who kept on trying.
'' I believe in payback. letting people screw you over is just lazy and uncreative.''
Honestly, I’m not sure if I should keep holding on or let go. It’s stupid to hold to on to something that just keeps hurting you, but it’s also stupid to let go of everything you ever wanted. I'm weird with relationships. I think I know what i want, then i run. I think I run because i'm scared, scared that I might get hurt.
Sometimes, i get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than i could . I guess its my insecurities acting up because i know i'm not the prettiest, smartest, or must fun and ecxiting. But i do know that no matter . How hard and long you look , YOU'LL NEVER FIND SOMEBODY LOVES YOU LIKE I DO .
"HI NOVEMBER ♥"
I put high hopes on you, November
"November comes
And November goes,
And November goes,
blue topaz November birthstone
T hanks for time to be together, turkey, talk, and tangy weather.
H for harvest stored away, home, and hearth, and holiday.
A for autumn's frosty art, and abundance in the heart.
N for neighbors, and November, nice things, new things to remember.
K for kitchen, kettles' croon, kith and kin expected soon.
S for sizzles, sights, and sounds, and something special that about.
That spells THANKS for joy in living and a jolly good Thanksgiving.
- Aileen Fisher, All in a Word
H for harvest stored away, home, and hearth, and holiday.
A for autumn's frosty art, and abundance in the heart.
N for neighbors, and November, nice things, new things to remember.
K for kitchen, kettles' croon, kith and kin expected soon.
S for sizzles, sights, and sounds, and something special that about.
That spells THANKS for joy in living and a jolly good Thanksgiving.
- Aileen Fisher, All in a Word
"SUPER DUPER TRIPPLE AWESOME ♥"
Atom ♥
Max and Charlie ♥
whoaah ! this is amazing movie type of robot ever i watched haha . especially Max , he such a genius boy , and hotter than bieb hehe :D by the way , had fun with them , thank yousss for helping buy the ticket . and had best timeeee with my sweetheart, my soul ♥
"IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HOLIDAY"
At last ! exam is over~ oh but still have ekonomi paper hihi but after this holiday . so i can have some enjoyness thiss holiday , i hope soo . as we plan , adlinatasha , we're gonna spent time together this holiday , wihihihihihi <3 i hope her parents terbuka hati to let her come here , AMIN . i miss her so bad bad badly , we miss each other , need each other .
"OH I'M GREAT ! "
yes , i do ! i'm sick of this feeling enough . oh thank you for making me that feeeling yea by the way (: have a nice evil one you made it haha .
"RAINING~"
They Never Meet Each Other But Sends Love This Way.. Rain Is Not Only Drops Of Water It Is The Love Of Sky For Earth.. Enjoy The Love Of Nature.Happy Monsoon !
"SORRY FOR THIS , BUT I HAVE TO"
ignored me agaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaain ?! hey what i've done hah ?! you guys dont have any point to ignored me or mad at me actually ! notice that ! what kind of friend are you guys .
JANGAN PANDANG RENDAH BOLEH TAK ?! oh one more thing , jangan mencari kesalahan orang , you don't have time to love people when you're judge them !
"BE HUMBLE"
i'm so pity on you guys , hey chillax don't have to show off lah . i'm not jealous at all about for those people use the new gadgets . but i'm just try to have it . tak perlulah desperate , kecoh and show off bila dah dapat benda tu . where's your self-esteem . ASHAMED ON YOU
"Sometimes I wonder..."
If I’m the kid at school everyone looks at when she walks down the hallway. I wonder if people see me and think, “Wow. Just look at her. She must have a lot of problems.” I don’t know, I’m just insecure I guess.
I think to myself, they’re just looking at my physical appearance. So basically all the people notice when they see me walking down the hall is that: I’m usually alone, she’s dressed average, she’s intimidating. Whatever, I think I care too much about other people’s opinions to even give my own opinion out in fear of being judged by others.
I’ve always wanted to take a walk in somebody else’s shoes- just to see me on the other side.I don’t know what’s happened, but I’ve changed from this girl that didn’t give about anything into a girl that slowly started living life in her own bubble. I don’t open up, I barely speak when I have to, and I guess I’m just all-around quiet around people who don’t know me.
Ignorance is never bliss. When your good friends are originally bitches behind your back. And the person you like leaves you for strangers. So I suggest you stop giving two shits about those who lack care for you and pay more attention to the solid things in your life: the people who will never leave you, the family that will always love you, and the knowledge you hold that’ll be your best friend for succeeding happiness. I’m fine kickin’ it by myself, but it’s always nice to have friends around and warm smiles from acquaintances that know you, for some good thoughts to be shared. My mind doesn’t always have to be wrapped around conversation, I love being stupid with someone. I have a lot more fun when I’m not spending so much time thinking and trying so hard about wondering what to say next.
A door to the universe closed, as did a door to an empty room. Another door opened to park in the sunlight. And life continues on. Probably my best metaphors yet.
"PRETTYPLEASE SORRY"
SORRY PEOPLE , I TRY AND TRY AND TRY BUT UNTIL NOW ! I'M STILL AND ALWAYS~ LATE . . . . *sigh* VERY A BIG SORRY PEOPLE , I'M NOT MEAN TO BE SO ANNOYING LIKE THAT PLEASE UNDERSTAND ME PLEASE PLEASE , IF I CAN UNDERSTAND YOU GUYS, TRY UNDERSTAND ME TOO . ANYBODY CHANGES MY THIS BAD HABIT PLEASE ?
"NEVER THOUGHT"
I never thought I'd never thought I'd meet a guy like you A guy who tells all your secrets and who doesn't care about you but the first time i saw you
it was like (ouh)
you made me believe you
were great
that i could trust you any day
now theres no way
i'll do something for you
casuse i know your not worth any of this
you never were
and never will be
on that
you can trust meim not the kind of girl
you can play around
its kindda hard to make me change my mind
after all that your asking me
whats wrong
don't do your innocent
you perfecly know whats makin
me sad
i never thought id meet a guy like you
a guy who
tells all your secrets
and who doesn't care about you
and thats the
last time ill see you
cause
i cant trust you
no more...
you made me real mad
and really sad
you made me suffer
and i cant trust you no more
you made me suffer(suffer)
you made me
real mad(real mad)
baby you won't do that with me no more
i never thought id meet a guy like you
a guy who cant keep a secret
and who tells them all out
but the first time i saw you
it was
like (ooohh)X3
by JoJo
''I WILL SURVIVE''
First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me
Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive
It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me
Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive
It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me
by gloria gaynor
Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines - Robert H. Schuller
'WHO YOU ARE''
Always forgive but never forget . Learn from your mistakes, but never regret . People change and things go wrong . But always remember LIFE GOES ON!
I'M WEAK PERSON BUT TESTED FROM ALLAH DAY BY DAY GETTING ME MORE STRONGER EVEN I'M DYING INSIDE
You can always be robbed of what you have, but never of what you are -Persian proverb
''WAR BEGIN''
FINAL EXAM ! ugh the biggest enemy . see , kan dah kelam kabut , study last minutes , thats me . but i've to changed this bad habit as soon as possible before its too late , next year dah SPM :O , ummm cepatnya masa berlalu . and malam ni sanggup on twitter semata mata nak tahu soaln bocor drpd diorang haha THANKS :) for mereka yang memberi info info beguna tu hihi alhamdulillah . tapi belum pasti lagi betul ke tak soalan tu , but study je lah :) okay better you continue your revision adlinaaa and cari dekat google for soalan essay tu dulu jeng jeng hee tata~
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